Great video, Wes. Very timely for me, at least. I want to exit because I’m sick of this place. I abhor what it is, what it stands for and what it represents. Why would I wish to return to a place such as this; knowing what it is. I’ve Also experienced the “love and lighters” and their way of making someone feel guilty or inadequate if he/she doesn’t “raise vibration” enough to be “love and light”. I fell into that trap some time ago. I actually feel freer being able to acknowledge my true feelings and understanding the root of those feelings. I don’t fear leaving or the process of leaving...I look forward to it. My only “fear” is becoming a financial burden on my family should something happened to me before I exit. I’m trying to make sure that doesn’t happen, but “they” make it difficult for you the older you get and depending on your circumstances.
Great video. sweetness and light or eternal blish in a world full of trouble seems somewhat odd to me too. It causes a disconnection from the hurricane to a point that you don't notice the hurricane anymore whereas the effects of it are all around you. When at a certain point it hits you in the face you are totally unprepared. What are you going to do then, crying in the corner of the room hoping it will go away?
I was just thinking about the two ways (the duality) of our experience in this timeline we call the here-and-now. So I watched this video again and thought I'd mention something. The time and energy we spend working with, caring for, loving, engaging in things of the apparent "reality" we wake up to each day, no matter how we approach it, positively or negatively, is time spent serving the Patrix. It is literally what we're here for. But it comes to me that there is a second calling. And that is to serve the DF. By the term Serve I mean give your work, attention, love, care, time to the One. You come here with the prettiest girl in the school. Dance with her. When those of us who come here and ignore her and don't give her any of their time and attention do finally go home she's going to say to them "Why didn't you love me back? I was waiting for you to love me the whole time. The fear of knowing her that we sense is generated by the Patrix and it's primary tactic, "Deception"! It was designed to scare us away from facing our one true love who's only attribute is Loving Acceptance. The only hurt that can come to us is the anguish of how much we've allowed ourselves to suffer from protecting ourselves from her. Life here is meant to be a duality. Embrace both aspects.